Where is my heart?

I just arrived from work and am about to go to a doctor's appointment, but wanted to write for a moment.

I wanted to say thank you for all the recent comments on my posts. Really, please do not worry about me. I cannot say why not, because I do not know. But just try not to so much, k? Sending so many hugs to you all. I appreciate your care so much.

As for not getting back to some--I just now listened to my voice mail. I think there were 9 messages in all over the past 2 days. I just got a bit busy is all, and will give call backs soon. Sorry for that, (... email and messages, as well).

So, I had a decent day yesterday. All in all, I got a lot done. I did have a visitor for a few minutes. He had called me and asked to come say hello. He arrived in his business suit and such a smile that I had to ask him to please stop looking at me. I guess I get embarrassed easily. He laughed and began asking more about my photography and writing. He seemed genuinely interested in them. It is nice to have a new friend that automatically is wanting to know about photography, because I do not have too many here that take images on a regular basis like I do.

Curious, he asked to give me a hug and during this (lasted a good minute or so) he was trembling. I am no one special as to have this trembling when near me, be sure. So, I asked why he was so nervous with me. I cannot recall his answer, but I think he sniffed my hair, haha. Anyway, as he left, he stated that he did not want to leave. It was very sweet, but really, I was extremely busy and had to go myself. I have to say that having a hug during all I am going through, felt comforting. Believe me, I am in need of so many hugs.

Anyway, I painted yesterday, as well. I worked on images and relaxed in the evening with some good music and a cappuccino. And at the moment, my heart feels missing. Not sure how to explain it. ly.

And, I feel odd today for some reason; not at all like myself. Not sure if that is a good thing or not. Either way, today is here and I plan on making the most of it.

So many hugs directly to your precious hearts.

-Cher