Time to move on with my life

A lot has been happening as of late. One thing to mention is that Stefan and I are getting married next weekend. Afterward I will finish what I am doing (as will he) and then we will have a formal wedding in Monterey, California next spring.

http://www.monterey.org/

He and I have been best friends for a very long time, and have decided to become one even more so. It is the best thing to do--he is the one who really loves me inside and out, and he has done everything in his power to mend my heart, hold my hand and give me faith once more. :)



"I dedicate the song by the Eagles, "No More Cloudy Days" to you. For I have been out here lost and searchin' lookin' for a girl like you. I believe in you. Don't be afraid to fall in love again. Put your hand in mine. I would never make you cry, I would never make you blue, I would never let you down, I would never be untrue. No more stormy nights, no more cloudy days.

You are so beautiful in my eyes. Cher, I love you more at this moment than I did 1 hour ago. You are so incredible and I am so happy you are part of my life and I have this opportunity to love you as I do in this present existence. I am so looking forward to our future together.

Cher, I love you so much.

Yours always,

Stefan "


Stefan is a good person, stable, and he is kind. He is a publisher, director, producer, and promoter (as well as the owner of a magazine and other things) in San Francisco, Los Angeles and Hollywood. The most important thing? Well, he has stood up, told me his feelings without fear, and has been the one consistent, non-elusive man in my life. He does not play games or act childish and confused. He is true to his heart, and that means a lot to me right now. He is love.

"Good Morning Baby!

I so loved spending the evening with you last night. It is so refreshing to know that someone loves you the way you love me. My desire is to be with you always.

We certainly covered a great deal of plans for our future last night. I truly hope this is what you want more than anything. Certainly we are making a big step and I feel it is in the right direction, I guess it is safe to say, "Why put off the inevitable?" I spoke to my sister regarding our decision and asked her what she thought, she says, "Do it!, I like Cher, and you know lil' Bryan would be happy too."

I promise to do everything it takes to make you happy and to know you are loved beyond measure. I will hold your hand and know you will hold mine. You are so beautiful and I love you for you.

Always my love,

Stefan"

Something nice to think about:

Stefan has a nephew who is 10. He told me I was his favorite and said he prays each night that I will become his "Aunt Cher". What a sweet boy, yes?

Anyway, I have to go to work right now, but will add more on this later. Looks like it is going to rain today,... I hope so, because I love the rain so much.

Me xo