One November Morning

You know, (and I truly believe this) there comes a time in one's life when all else just fades completely, and you live in the "now". Some of you can understand this, some not so much, because you have to actually experience it first hand, to really feel this "Absolute".

Last night, my body went through one, no, THE most pleasant release ever possible--I never felt such tremble along with butterflies that swam when he gave true love endlessly,... effortlessly.

This man is my twin soul, my love of a lifetime. And all my life I have sought this sort of inner peace, but was not sure I would find it, or did not recognize exactly what it was.

In this time of my life everything surpasses the real and takes on a whole new meaning--you begin to see with eyes wide open, no more wasteful wishing. In this time of my life, I have finally found what I was looking for, the odd thing is (for lack of a better word)... it was right in front of me the entire time--he was right there. And he waited with patient eyes for the perfect time, when my heart would reopen and give unto him the love he desperatly so needed in return. And he knew all along (I say this, and mean everything) our souls belonged together.



I can recall a few years ago when he stated to me that we were indeed, twin souls. He stated that we belonged. I never quite knew the meaning of that until this year. (*Well, perhaps I knew, but was either frightened or not able to open myself.) Nonetheless, everything came to full circle and it is the best experience I have ever known.

So, I say again, there comes a time in one's life when all else just fades completely, and you live in the "now". This is our time, and I plan to live for each moment without hesitation,... loving him with all that I have, because he is the best thing to ever happen to me.

Cher